Well, it's been a really long time since I've updated here.  I see from the last informative post I was with Telisha and life was great.   Well, life is still great but unfortunately not exactly the way I left it.

Telisha and I parted several months ago.  Less than two months later she married my ex-bowling partner.  I wish them both the best! 

I miss Alex terribly and feel hurt that Telisha would take him completely out of my life because we didn't work out!  Oh well, sometimes life sucks ass!

I currently do not have a public significant other in my life.  I am however, seeing a beautiful woman about once to three times a week.  This situation is rather difficult as I have fallen in love with her.  The difficult part being she is betrothed.  I know, all you judgemental people will be saying, "BAD SETH"!  But I really don't know what happened.  It started as an affair as all these things do.  But I have such a deep and out-of-control love for her, I am willing to play second fiddle to another man.  This is something I became accustomed to with Telisha.  Alex always came first and that's understandable giving the circumstances. 

But now?  Second fiddle to another man.  This is something I would never accept in the past.  NEVER!  And yet, I await our few moments together with anxious mind and aching heart!  I know some may say I am stupid.  Some may even prefer to call me crazy.  But, it is what it is and I just can't help myseth!  I guess I could, but I wouldn't throw the love I feel for her away for the Entire world!  Crazy eh?

My dreamtime recording has been on hold until recently.  I need to redevelop the habit of recording and working with Dreamtime again.  I feel I have made a grand mistake letting that part of my life slip away from me.  I've been so absorbed in waking life I have neglected the most important part of my 'being'!  It's my lover that is waking me up to this.  She also has helped me to realize the importance of clarity and feeling my emotions fully!  I would be remiss if I didn't thank her for this!  THANK YOU BABY!

I recently returned to the fishbowl and am really excited as I noticed Dragonfly and Leslie had commented on my dream.  I am going there next to answer them and hopefully begin to reconnect with my dream family!  Goddess, how I have missed them so!

I have taken up Dirt Bike riding again as well as purchased an Enduro, so I can ride on the road as well.  It's so cool taking shortcuts through the desert while I watch everyone sitting at the intersection traffic lights.  Cool and fun!  Plus I love catching air! I have some video I'll share with you anyone interested enough to pop by and read all this mess. 

I have been into making videos of my family and my adventures with friends and the ORBS.   This is something which has been prevalent of late.  Orbs keep showing up in my photos.  They seem to be everywhere.  It started the first day I got my Kodak Easy Share 300 digital camera.  The first was a picture I took of Dreama's grandchildren wthen they were visiting here in VEGAS!  One was right in front of Gabe's hand.  I'll be posting a link to a new video I'm working on about the ORBs in the near future.

You just gotta love The Cure eh?  I love you Deb!

Let's see, what else.  My nephew is in a program, project challenge, that will help him get his GED and prepare to enter the military.  It is both something which I am so proud of him for and yet scares me with our current situation in IRAQ.  All the more reason I guess to add my voice to the multitudes who are demanding our President get our people out of Iraq.  If those people want to kill each other let them.  Why do our sons and daughters, husbands and wives, neices and nephews, mothers and fathers, have to die in some hellish country where the most the citizens of, would kill you as soon as look at you?  WHY?

Here is a cartoon of another situation we all need to keep aware of as it will mean nuclear waste on our road and railways like sitting ducks for terrorist acts!  Humor is how I deflect my anger as well as try to inform what little of the masses I can reach!

Well, i've updated, vented and shared.  I feel so much better.  Hope you have enjoyed.  Please leave a message if you would like to catch up.  I have a new YIM and new email addy for any of my freinds that would like to catch up or any new friends God/Goddess is nice enough to send my way!

Cheers.

PS:  I promise to update at least once a week as my new BAD SETH program of repenting and dream recording begins anew...LOL

Oh yeah...Almost forgot...Just one of the literally hundreds of Orb pictures I have taken now: